so last night after work me and some coworkers decided to head out to happy hour an stuff. no point really saying this, but most of my coworkers are like comp sci people, very geeky and low value socially. even thought i can chill with them fine, when it comes to talkin to girls an stuff, completely low value stuff.
well, i invited one of my college park friends who i havent seen alot, but works in baltimore. he's more high value i'd say, and we've actually talked alot about how to get girls an gaming in general. he's not really into game, but understands where im coming from. well he didnt really get along wiht my coworkers, cuz i guess he's not really used to hanging out with comp sci type people.
prolly not gonna be alot of nights where im going out with my coworkers again, we'll see.
one thing i thought was funny was, during happy hour around 7pm~. two of my coworkers were talking about some Models and Bottles event in baltimore where hot models come as a group an get free bottles. they were all pressuring me to go there cuz the hot girls n stuff, an how big things were gonna happen that night. but i knew 100% in my head that they are talkin about hot girls but nobody is gonna be doing anything. so i didnt even feel lik paying $15 cover jus to look at girls, i'd rather go to a strip club. well what happened was we left an went out to some public concert place for free. bunch of hot ladies running about, lots of girls for the picking. i was excited, an was thinkin maybe i can come out here some other night an game on these chicks. well my friend from college park was agreeing wiht me how there are plenty of hot girls here.
my CP friend asks one of my coworkers "damn man, you like seeing all these hot girls? lots of pussy around here"
my coworker friend replies, "ahhh, nah these girls are nothing, back in my home country (some place in europe) there are alot hotter girls than this"
im thinking just like i did in happy hour, *wtf this guy is low value an talkin about how these girls arent good enough for him, guy got some serious blind spots* but all this isnt really surprising to me because apparently alot of guys are like this. but to someone who already can see through these blind spots, ugh makes him look like a fool.
well i dunno what im planning on doing in the future, because im sure every friday my coworkers are gonna try an get me to go out wiht them, but im gonna wanna go out with my CP friend instead without them, so maybe we could holla at some girls. my CP friend also basically told me how my coworker guys are all losers, and i can understand where he's coming from.
it was pretty fun going out checkign out the baltimore scene some more, but man the drive home was a bitch.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Update: Date With Girl
last week i was tryin to holla at this girl we'll call E_. was trying to go out on thursday, jus the two of us, even though we kinda knew each other from way back, i wasnt sure how comfortable she would be going out jus us two. the last time i called to get her out, she was tryin to go out with friends...
anyways, she didnt pick up and on thursday while I was at work she called me up and was tryin to do lunch, but i already ate and i was all the way up in baltimore, so i suggested dinner and got that joint set up in downtown silver spring.
got home, got new tags for my new car, then went down to meet her, an so got that date going on. we had a bunch of laughs and a great time. man i'm startin to feel head over heels for this girl, kinda miss her right now. personality wise, other than the fact that she admitted she acts differently (more ghetto apparently) around other people, she had a 10 type personality. she doesnt act prissy or some high maintenance girl, she's real cool. im thinking the reason is cuz she got an older brother and since younger siblings usually learn alot of their behaviors from their older ones, i guess she turned out more lik a tom-boy in a good way. considering looks... i think she looks hot, on a HB-7 level. i havent really seen her dolled up though. so basically, the night turned out real well, and there were some obvious hints an comments on there being a 2nd date cuz she paid for the meal an said i can pay for the next one, we got plans to share some "secrets" we didnt feel like talkin about, and she just constantly saying we should hang out again.
ok now... comes the evaluation of game and the bigger picture. right now, im real into this girl, and i wanna fuck the shit out of her. okay, but at the same time... i definitely want to meet other girls while not hurting or leaving this girl. im thinking one option is to never make the boyfriend/girlfriend relationship official, so i can just keep it at a friend level, but then the problem comes when i wanna get my sex. i don't know if she's the type of girl who's willing to be a friend with benefits. i would think most girls aren't. another option is to be like my bro and be her b/f and still hook up with other girls. kinda riskay though.
something else i want to comment on. personally, i feel like game should be one of those things i want to master in life just because of the magnitude of self-confidence someone can build up to live out life with full control. but, lately i'm having a hard ass time doing anything with this full work schedule. by the time i get home an eat, im exhausted and cant do anything really. i get home around 6pm and sleep by 11pm. so total i got 5 hours to do whatever. i guess gaming is still in the realm of possibility, if i can get my motivation to push me out of the exhaustion. all last week i had plans every single day after work, computers are starting to get phased out completely from my routine. oh yea, not to mention im thinking of starting a gym membership so i can start getting in shape again. thats another 2 hours of the day gone to commute + exercise. if i decide to spend more time with this girl, how am i gonna be making time to meet new ones.
time is the most limiting factor for me right now. but even though im not gaming, im feeling alot more happy right now than i was when i didnt work sittin on the comp all day. obviously for the social reasons, this girl, and just productive work.
anyways, she didnt pick up and on thursday while I was at work she called me up and was tryin to do lunch, but i already ate and i was all the way up in baltimore, so i suggested dinner and got that joint set up in downtown silver spring.
got home, got new tags for my new car, then went down to meet her, an so got that date going on. we had a bunch of laughs and a great time. man i'm startin to feel head over heels for this girl, kinda miss her right now. personality wise, other than the fact that she admitted she acts differently (more ghetto apparently) around other people, she had a 10 type personality. she doesnt act prissy or some high maintenance girl, she's real cool. im thinking the reason is cuz she got an older brother and since younger siblings usually learn alot of their behaviors from their older ones, i guess she turned out more lik a tom-boy in a good way. considering looks... i think she looks hot, on a HB-7 level. i havent really seen her dolled up though. so basically, the night turned out real well, and there were some obvious hints an comments on there being a 2nd date cuz she paid for the meal an said i can pay for the next one, we got plans to share some "secrets" we didnt feel like talkin about, and she just constantly saying we should hang out again.
ok now... comes the evaluation of game and the bigger picture. right now, im real into this girl, and i wanna fuck the shit out of her. okay, but at the same time... i definitely want to meet other girls while not hurting or leaving this girl. im thinking one option is to never make the boyfriend/girlfriend relationship official, so i can just keep it at a friend level, but then the problem comes when i wanna get my sex. i don't know if she's the type of girl who's willing to be a friend with benefits. i would think most girls aren't. another option is to be like my bro and be her b/f and still hook up with other girls. kinda riskay though.
something else i want to comment on. personally, i feel like game should be one of those things i want to master in life just because of the magnitude of self-confidence someone can build up to live out life with full control. but, lately i'm having a hard ass time doing anything with this full work schedule. by the time i get home an eat, im exhausted and cant do anything really. i get home around 6pm and sleep by 11pm. so total i got 5 hours to do whatever. i guess gaming is still in the realm of possibility, if i can get my motivation to push me out of the exhaustion. all last week i had plans every single day after work, computers are starting to get phased out completely from my routine. oh yea, not to mention im thinking of starting a gym membership so i can start getting in shape again. thats another 2 hours of the day gone to commute + exercise. if i decide to spend more time with this girl, how am i gonna be making time to meet new ones.
time is the most limiting factor for me right now. but even though im not gaming, im feeling alot more happy right now than i was when i didnt work sittin on the comp all day. obviously for the social reasons, this girl, and just productive work.
First Paycheck
got my first paycheck yesterday.
rolled up $1660 from that joint. make it hot! feels good to finally be making some reliable money without the stresses of poker, downside being, took me 80 hours of work and like 20 hours of commuting.... ah well, thats my life
rolled up $1660 from that joint. make it hot! feels good to finally be making some reliable money without the stresses of poker, downside being, took me 80 hours of work and like 20 hours of commuting.... ah well, thats my life
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