Thursday, July 17, 2008

Thoughts on Work and Money

i dunno why i've been thinking of wanting to play poker for extra cash. it's completely worthless. i do not need the couple hundred dollars for all that stress and torture it brings me. also, i always have money i'm not spending, with the current pay im receiving i can easily adjust to an affordable lifestyle. my only concern is the free-time i have. that being said, i do not know why i keep thinking about money. i absolutely hate it.

on my job. i feel like im completely wasting my life in this training program. i am not learning anything from it because the lecture videos are so horribe. i am not developing any new skills in my professional field and i feel like once training is over, my company is going to expect me to do crap that i have no understanding of. which is bothering me right now.

i also want to do more programming. i dunno why but i have this urge to go back to programming my games at home. its too bad im so beat once i get back home that i just end up watching tv and crashing. im gonna work on getting back into programming in my freetime.

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