Holla Back Girl

*More on this girl I'm talking to.

So heres the meat of the topic....

theres this girl i knew for a long time, since lik 5th grade or whatever from church. i got to meet her again at a bar while going out with K_P_. she's a bartender there an to me she's damn attractive for a korean girl. so im tryin to holla at that.

bak when around 6-7th grade she had a huge crush on me but i was punk ass then an always pushed her away from me. but now that we all grown up, im tryin to hit that up, na mean?

that nigth at the bar i got wasted cuz it was kevin's friends birthday an like they kept passing shots all night even though i didnt really wanna drink that much. anyways, we talked for a good bit an she pressed to change numbers which we did.

afterwards... wtf! HUGE afc shit going on with me, AA out the bitch. i was scared as hell to call her. for lik 4-5 days i been tryin to call her an kept putting it off for the day later. i couldnt beleive this, this girl has me as high value lik hell an even had a crush on me before, but now that i place that high value on her an want her, im scared as hell to talk to her an risk losing her. obviously not takign the risk wont gain any rewards, though, so after struggling for some stupid ass fear i call her up an boom. phone didnt get picked up. ok, i dont even kno if the number is right.

then i called her up last sunday, an she picked up at her friends house. she wanted to go bowling with me an said she'll call back with directions. after 2 hours she didnt call back, so i call her an she said the group of friends she was with didnt wanna go, she was waitin to hear from some other friends before calling me back... ok.... so they all canceled, we ended up talking a bit. now here i dunno why, but i didnt think of jus us two going out an doing something, maybe grab a bite or whatever. well too late now. she told me she off work only thursday an sunday. which sucks cuz im off sat/sun. cant realyl do anything with her fri-sunday.

last thursday i was so busted up from work to go out, gonna hit her up this sunday an see whats up.