So... 2 Months Later

guess ill quickly summarize whats been going on over the last two months.

basically i been playing poker, studying, an wasting time (TV + GAMES).

on poker,
went down to AC with flawless and his friend R_. had a horrible trip there, lost like $3000 from a combination of running bad and some bad plays. if i had played the best i thought i could have, prolly coulda saved about $1000 of losses. right now my BR is around a couple thousand an im jus grinding the $100 NL tables on FTP. primarily for pocket change/ spending money til i get a job.

currently an seriously poker is out of any future prospects in professionalism. right now im kinda realizing how much time i've wasted sitting around at home. im aggressively starting to look for jobs an hopefully start real soon to move out the sooner. im not lookin to land a bank-load paying job, almost anything i find moderately interesting with good enough pay to move out on. not to mention its gonna provide much needed experience in my career.

i was weighing the option of relaxing a couple more months, especially since the weather is starting to warm up. i kinda wanted to go out to the beach with friends an stuff, but realized all of them are working an all winter there hasnt been any fun trips either. so i gave up on that an decided its best to jus start making some money, grinding that 9-5.

on the idea of me getting a job programming games,
i kinda put that on the back burning too. after doing some more studying an reading some forums i realized how far from reach that is right now. im gonna continue doing some leisure programming on my own while im working and hopefully i can get a job doing what i do in my leisure programming. right now though im trying to move out.

aside from the fact that i been wasting alot of time watchign TV an games, i been getting bak into the habit of working out and sleeping earlier. now i wake up earlier an do more productive things such as reading/programming in the morning.

on health,
i went to the gym one day with K_ an M_S_ . it was clearly the sickest gym i ever went too. that had bball courts, indoor courts, sick gym room, sick room full of exercising machines, dance room, pool room, hot tubs, saunas, steam rooms. and racks of cleans towels for every to use. i felt lik i was some celebrity in a hollywood type gym. its lik 250$+ to sign up an lik 80$/month after that. thats mad expensive wtf! i got in that one day cuz K_ put me as his guest for free. but damn that place was high value like shit. the place was called Lifestyle Fitness or soemthign in columbia. im prolly gonna sign up there once i get a job an get fit for real. well i weighed myself there an turned out i gained 10 pounds since i last checked. totalling 195 lbs. im a fat ass now. also i couldnt even play one game of 2v2 bball cuz i was so out of shape. i kinda reminded me of how unhealthy i am, also considering i been drinking and smoking all this time. so i started to run regularly now. im deadset on getting in damn good shape an slimming my belly down. this spring im prolly gonan be running almost every day.