Poker or Poke Her?

lately been playing so much poker, and started going to the gym again and also began running regularly to get healthy. i also been spending some time playing WOW again, almost lvl 70, which would free up some time. this game is horrible, but i wanna play it with my brothers in some pvp stuff.

i never had a poker site or poker deal that consistently ran for several months, i've played at lik 5-6 different sites over the last 2-3 years and each one keeps closing offers, closing up in general, or whatever. i need to focus my time on poker while it lasts to build up some pocket change for the next several months. if this poker deal goes on hopefully and i keep playing well, i might just hang on to poker for a bit longer. currently im up about $6500 this month with special deals an all.

havent spent anytime at all working on gaming. what i decided recently was to go around during the early day hours an work on day game, just talking to strangers and play poker during the night. i figure one of my biggest sticking points is just staying in conversation and i can easily work on this in day game.

something i found really pathetic is that randomly sometimes i think of some of the girls i been talking to over the last school year for no reason at all, and i wonder if they ever think of me. but what i come to realize is that the reason i think of them is because i have no other people to think about at the times, i need to fucking meet new girls. they on the other hand must have a much bigger social network of people who constantly keep their attention, giving them no reason to think about me. its pathetic, i need a damn g/f and a f-close, ASAP; and yet i NEED money more, WTF!