Money > Game?

Yea so an old friend of mine stopped by today an we chilled while i helped out on some stuff involving school. We talked about gaming a bit and some funny things came up, heh.

So right now im perfectly aware that money does not mean happiness. So a person can be perfectly happy without money. But, i think one thing im aware of is that a person with money and a person without money, both with positive frames and equal creativity, the guy with moeny will generally be more happy i think. One can argue that no matter the situation, a guy with a astrong enuf frame can be just as happy as any rich guy. But i think, the same poor guy with a happy mindset would seriously jus be more happier with all the money in the world at his disposal. Knowing this, I know i COULD technically be happy without money, but i also know that with money, i could be MORE happy, and i just choose to pick the happier of the two. One can always say "yea i'll be happy with this one girl" but what if theres another girl that'll make you even more happy overall? wouldnt you want to be with that girl? obviously, theres a point where u cant keep searching for a new girl that'll always make u happier, but this money situation is just so obviously, obviously having money will give u more options to do other things to increase the happiness in your life. the rich who are unhappy just don't know how to live it up.

poker is just killing me now, it totally disillusioned my feel for how much money is actually worth. my friends who fight over 5-10$ im thinking wtf, is this the mindset normal people who don't play poker have??? its just so sad how this world revolves around money, even down to the dollar, in a world where so few have millions. just from all this thought, whether its a limiting belief or not, I just feel like money is holding me back from being free to explore what game has to offer me. I mean, come one, if I wanna get laid, money can do that for me.

I know right now I'm not the type of person who looks for money to be happy, because when I'm out with my friends, I have a great time, money is not an issue at all, I just have a blast just hanging out and laughing my ass off. But if this is the case, then why am I looking for money? Seriously, I don't know. It's like theres two worlds everyone lives in. The good life, and the real life. People go out, hang out with friends, go the bars/clubs, live it up, buy drinks, get drunk, laugh lots and do it up. But thats only one side of it all. After the party, people got work, bills, responsibilities, family, etc etc. Haha, i think i just thought up something interesting. These two worlds, its like gaming is the key to one lock, and money the key to the other.

Fuk'n money, I hate that zhit.