Hrmm.... Ending Cake Again?

Sooo.... this month is coming to a close and across 100k hands of poker, I ended this month down $500. Made back a good bit this week most of my losses is coming back from rakebreak. Today was an interesting day, I was running pretty good an was up 3 buyins at one point, of course the state i was in I was thinking that i could actually make back alot more of my losses and possibly break even for the month if i kept playing, which could possibly be the case. However, then there came the small down swings from my good runs. I was moving from being up 3 buyins to only 1 buy in, and finally ended the day being up 2 buy ins. (I can't say if this is actually running good because i got sucked out on 2-3 outters plenty of times today, but im actually winning hands as well) This week I been generally winning consistently like i used to in the good ol days. I'm sure if i kept playing i'll be on my way to being back on the green online. However, I'm reminding myself of the horrid run i had earlier this month. Although i did play bad i know for a fact there was alot of bad luck int he equation as well. I'm still skeptical of how legit cake poker is. Whether or not it is legit, I'm glad for the bad run because i've gotten so much better and began thinking alot more about hands than i did before.

I'm tempted to keep money in cake and keep playing because of this small comeback i had this week, but i think its just another test of discipline to just quit this game while im down only $500. theres a very good chance i could have kept playing today and possibly tomorrow to break even and maybe pull off a small profit with RB, but i'm jus gonna close the books on cake poker for now. last chance for poker is gonna be the live play in AC and Borgata poker tourneies. But, now I'm seriously taking steps to move on from poker, because although i discovered a whole new side to the game, the swings are just becoming unbearable. Now im jus gonna wait til the month ends, get my RB an cash out and move on.


Something on a side note, i been watching the WSOP Horse tournaament on TV and saw Daniel Negreanu tilting making bad calls and losing chips. I thought the guy was an amazing pro, but apparently even they go on tilt and suck now an then, i wonder how much experience he actually has compared to me. I know im a bad tilter now and then, especially when losing several buyins in a very short amount of time. But, i seirously wonder how good these pro live players are making a living compared to decent online players. seriously... i mean wtf look at that one guy Kidow or whatever is his name, guy sucks ballz and making final tables in multiple huge tournies.... wtf? *sigH*