July 07 Update

ok so i shoulda been updating things more frequently but things were just messing around with me all month preventing me from wanting to update anything.

lost $2000 end of last month, thought things would be fine since i would make $4000 from RB, so i got that $4000 then lost another $3000 and made me feel awful. i lost everything i made last month from rake in less than a week beginning o fthis month. i stopped playing poker for a bit, went on a road trip with family to north dakota to visit my family for about 2 weeks.

the road trip was pretty awful. the people living in the central states of the US are mostly farmers, hicks, and trashy ass people. they're generally nice though, they try an welcome visitors, but the few that act awckard were really weird. im very glad to be back home with so much diversity, minorities for the win!. when we got to minot, north dakota we met up with my older brother and it was completely boring, WHY did we go there? nothign to do there and cant do any crazy parties cuz of mom an dad. anyways there were sum family fights between my father and me an my old vbrother. goodness, my dad is so ignorant. at home i barely talk to him so i guess the few times we do talk things went well, our relationship seemed to have stabilized at home. but on the road spending so much time with him, things got nasty, he kept saying ignorant things, acting so stubborn, he'll never learn shi* in his life about how to live happy. i cant blame him though, he's one lonely ass depressed person in general, he has no friends or social activity, makes me sad how stuck he is in life.

other notes, we stopped by the Theordore Roosevelt National Park, looked real nice. then we went to Mount Rushmore, it was okay, not much to do there once you see and take pictures of the mountain. then we went to Wind Cave, pretty cool place. also went to some dinosaur museum, was okay.

got back home tuesday night around 4am. started playing poker again made back $1000 so far. i dont think poker is for me, downswings are jus ridiculous. im still up alot in general, but im gonna play less poker than i did before, unless i start winning again.

*during the trip 2 weeks of no laction.