so i got no job and i dont want some 9-5 boring ass job right now straight out of college, i want to live it up a bit and have fun learning game for several months then start getting professional about financial stuff. so im playing poker right now to make some money while learning game and hopefully to also study some things about business and computer programming for video games.
yesterday made a fresh $800 from poker but tonight i lost $400. poker is some crazy ass stuff, i been struggling in it lately and part of it has to do with my lack of effort in trying to get good. i feel like i recognize my big leaks which is causing me to lose alot of money, i dont feel the need to try and be the best at poker, i feel like im good enough to make the money i need at this moment off poker. i hope to make a couple thousand the next month to get me by, if i go broke im gonna have to look for some part time job delivering pizza or something.
losing $400 tonight sucked, but its only 2 buy ins and if i played perfectly tonight i might've been up $200 instead. its interesting how hard it is for me to play perfect sessions that meet my limited expectations of the game, hindsight reveals all my mistakes but its so hard to learn from them.
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