A Long Nighter

its 5:25 AM, just got in and writing up the story of the night

game-wise was very unproductive, basically i did nothing. opened 2 sets today and did no bantering, was horrible, i am very rusty from not going out for 2 weeks on gaming.

tonight went out with S_ and E_. they met up with M_ beforehand and they ditched him with a bill at a hookah bar to meet up with me. it was pretty shady of them, i would never do something like that, but at the same time i thought it was kinda funny, lol, o well.

wasted $7 for parking at Georgetown only to leave right after meeting up with S_ and E_. we headed down to Adams Morgan to meet up with two of S_'s friends, N_ and K_. Both were really tall, N_ is about HB6, skinny. K_ is also HB6 but a big ass and tits, real thick and voluptuous, banging. both were really boring with nothing to say and was always so serious at first. i know in conversations the guy needs to input 90% and let girls reply with 10%. i was a dead beat tonight and could not talk about anything, i felt so lame.

after a boring ass hour chillin at the bar not talking about anything at all, we left and the girls seemed to be more lightened up and acted more cheerful, then when we got to my car things started going ape-shit. the girl K_ started crying and shit and feeling sick and kept asking to get out the car to throw up and shit and we had to keep stopping and waiting for 10 minutes, wtf. if i was her i woulda jus got out and get it all over with, i got methods of throwing up if i really have to. she a noob yo. anyways, she started crying like shit for no reason an kept sobbing about how embarassed she is because she was so sick and throwing up, i was thinking "WTF, CHILL. JUST DO IT AND LETS GO". K_ kept crying and asking us to just go home and leave K_ and N_ in DC for someone else to come pick them up, i'm thinking wtf? had to pull over lik 3-4 times and wait lik 10-15 minutes each time to wait for K_ and convince her that i'll drive them to the metro station. eventually we all got in the car and i had to drive my ass with everyone all the way up 270 to shady grove metro station, place far as hell wtf. anyways, so i dropped them off after constantly pulling over and dealing with K_'s unnecessary drama and now im at home when the sun is starting to rise at 5:30 AM.

bar/club game is lame, i realize the conversations in those areas are so difficult and not normal. i'm planning on going out day time primarily to work on learning how to talk to people. my failure tonight is a reminder of my lack of focus in the game, and lack of dedication, i need to get off my ass and start making moves.