From Pessimist to Optimist

Mid February 2007

After the party I was high on life, i walked around cheesing with big smiles knowing that I could get girls to like me. I remember reading a post off mASF talking about Asian PUA's. There were several posts that talked about Asian guys not being "sexy" at all to a lot of girls on first approach. I think its an image that the Asian community built of itself with so many losers. I always thought i was a good looking guy, but after the graffiti house party, i knew damn well i was sexy, i had sexy written all over my graffiti shirt. I'm glad i don't have this inner game problem a lot of Asian guys have. My whole perspective on life flipped from normal-no energy-no smile-pessimism to positive energy-happy-smiley-optimism.

I can't believe happiness is controlled solely on how one views life.